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@ Wednesday, October 13, 2010
YOU JUST HAD TO RUIN MY DAY, DON'T YOU?

I was happily minding my own business at Facebook, and BAAM!
You came and start calling me this and that.
For something that is NOT EVEN MY FAULT.
That's the best part. And the most making me pissed off part too.
How can you say I don't care for my friend?
First of all, you didn't invite me personally.
Fine, you told people to invite me too. But what if they forgot?
Plus, its YOUR open house. You're supposed to invite the people you wanna invite by telling them yourself! If not, its like you're not sincere. Who wants to go to an open house when the host doesn't invite them sincerely? Even my mom doesn't.
Secondly, she didn't chat with me or call me or even text me to ask me to accompany her to your house!
And how was I supposed to know that if I don't go, she'll be alone?!
Plus, why are YOU overreacting?
Even SHE doesn't mind, why are YOU making such a big deal out of it?
Its not like I purposely don't want to go.
Its because I can't!
MY schedule was already FULL, and you ask me to come on the LAST MINUTE!
When you called me, I was getting ready to go to another open house, WHICH,
She PERSONALLY and SINCERELY invited me, AND,
I said YES, which mean I kinda promise in a way!
RATHER THAN YOU!
which invited me at the last minute!
Even when I went to the other open house, I was there for only half an hour, and I still reached home late!
My mom's not gonna let me come home after maghrib!
WHAT IS YOUR PROBLEM?
I wasn't even close to you!
What?
You're trying to say that I have to go to your open house JUST to accompany my friend because she's all alone?!
And really, she wasn't that alone.
Its not like she doesn't know anybody over there!
She still has you and our other friends!
One of my BEST FRIEND invited me for her open house, and I couldn't make it.
Of course she feels a little disappointed but at least she understands!
YOU wasn't even that close to me, and you tell me off for not going to your open house?!
Kononnya you say I don't care about my friend la,
How could I leave her alone la.
LET ME MAKE THIS VERY CLEAR.
I didn't purposely don't wanna go to your open house.
I didn't have enough time.
I also pity her cause shes alone.
I even CONSIDERED coming to your open house.
But I was with my friends too.
Five of them.
Some of which you didn't even invite to your open house.
Were they supposed to not go to their friend's open house whom they promised to go and go to your open house JUST because someone they barely knew was "alone" at your open house?
And what?
If they don't wanna go, then I have to go alone?
With no transport?
Your house is at Rawa. I was at Nusa Bestari for goodness sake!
How could you be so self-centered?
You've really changed. You weren't your old self anymore.
You're changing. For the worse.
You said to me, " Muka lawa tapi dlm hati ade setan"
Hello? Are you even hearing yourself?
YOU started calling me bodo first.
YOU started calling me and my friends pukimak first.
YOU started calling me babi first.
YOU started telling me to go mampos first.
YOU started saying to me see you in hell first.
I never called you pukimak back.
I never called you babi back.
I never told you to go mampos back.
I never said to you see you in hell back.
Yes, I did called you bodo back. Once.
But don't tell me I'm not supposed to defend myself?
Don't tell me I'm just gonna let you tell me off without saying something back?
I didn't say anything when you talked bad about me and my friends to her.
Even if she was one of my close friend during primary school.
But I can't take it anymore.
Not when you told me off at Facebook just now.

Patience has its limitations.
And unfortunately for you, I've just reached mine.







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